Posts Tagged ‘knee of listening’

Purifying the Inner Catholic

Saturday, January 31st, 2009

I have noticed over the years that many devotees of Adi Da have a Catholic connection or background, so thought I would write something about this and start with Adi Da Samraj’s connection, which manifested through the spontaneous vision of The Virgin Mary miraculously appearing to him on retreat at Swami Muktananda’s Ashram during his sadhana years. If you have not read this fascinating and instructive chapter which address’s the Christian in many of us, its  in The Knee Of Listening, chapter titled “The diary of a Pilgrimage” online text here

Whenever I read this chapter it awakens my own feelings for Catholic Christian imagery, I must admit even now, after many years overtly free of Catholicism  something may stir in me when I see an image of the Virgin Mother in particular, as a child I prayed to her often.

“You should be prepared to read what at first appears to be the devotional diary of a mystical Catholic Christian. It is my practice to write in the mood and with the precise, unequivocal language of my experience and persuasion at any moment. And, for a time, it seemed to me that the revelation of the church was the fulfillment of my life. Indeed, it was only by allowing it to be so and fully experiencing the course of this modification in my state, as well as all others at all other times, that I could come eventually to Realize What is always and stably the underlying Truth of all experience.

You should also recognize that this experience was a necessary one for me. It was an extension of that vision of the “Divine Lord” I had experienced the previous winter. And it drew on all the latent imagery, necessity, and unfulfilled devotional energy that had been trapped in my heart since childhood. Only when these images were completely and consciously experienced, and the feeling-energy surrounding the heart utterly released from its bondage to unconscious symbols, could I remain stably in the True Consciousness that is the Heart of Reality Itself.”

and again

“A remarkable thing the grace of God has given me is that, in a few moments, or hours, I do not know the precise hour of this death, He turned me completely to Himself. So that the Truth of the Catholic Faith, the verity of the church and its doctrine, a host of details, and, above all, the devotion to our Lady, were given me in a flash of comprehensive insight. All of this in spite of the fact that I have never been trained as a Catholic, or ever sought it out in the least overt manner. All of this has been latent in me, at best a sentiment, all my life. This also shows how our Lord’s “mere” Presence teaches and recollects all things most directly.”

Adi Da
The Knee Of Listening, “The diary of a Pilgrimage”

Adi Da The Man of Understanding

Friday, January 2nd, 2009

This is a beautiful and prophetic piece of writing, this original entry appeared as the Epilogue of the early copies of “The Knee of Listening”

In November 1975 Adi Da ( Bubba Free John ) said this about it

“It is written in The Knee of Listening that the man of understanding is all kinds of opposites. He can appear as all kinds of changes. Some of them are highly prized by conventional people as very pure and saintly and others are anathematized as completely the opposite. Yet I have had to fulfill all the roles that are described at the end of The Knee of Listening. I have had to fulfill all those roles and completely identify with them, completely fulfill all the obligations. Yet there was no loss of the realized point of view at the foundation of such theatre. “

“The man of understanding is not entranced. He is not elsewhere. He is not having an experience. He is not passionless and inoffensive. He is awake. He is present. He knows no obstruction in the form of mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He uses mind, identity, differentiation and desire. He is passionate. His quality is an offense to those who are entranced, elsewhere, contained in the mechanics of experience, asleep, living as various forms of identity, separation and dependence. He is acceptable only to those who understand.

He may appear no different from any other man. How could he appear otherwise? There is nothing by which to appear except the qualities of life. He may appear to have learned nothing. He may seem to be addicted to every kind of foolishness and error. How could it be otherwise? Understanding is not a different communication than the ordinary. There is only the ordinary. There is no special and exclusive communication that is the truth. There is no exclusive state of truth. But there is the understanding of the ordinary.

Therefore, the man of understanding cannot be found. He cannot be followed. He can only be understood as the ordinary. He is not spiritual. He is not religious. He is not philosophical. He is not moral. He is not fastidious, lean and lawful. He always appears to be the opposite of what you are.

He always seems to sympathize with what you deny. Therefore, at times and over time he appears as every kind of persuasion. He is not consistent. He has no image. At times he denies. At times he asserts. At times he asserts what he has already denied. At times he denies what he has already asserted. He is not useful. His teaching is every kind of nonsense. His wisdom is vanished. Altogether, that is his wisdom.

At last he represents no truth at all. Therefore, his living coaxes everyone only to understand. His existence denies every truth, every path by which men depend on certain truths, certain experiences, certain simulations of freedom and enjoyment. He is a seducer, a madman, a hoax, a libertine, a fool, a moralist, a sayer of truths, a bearer of all experience, a righteous knave, a prince, a child, an old one, an ascetic, a god. He demonstrates the futility of all things. Therefore, he makes understanding the only possibility. And understanding makes no difference at all. Except it is reality, which was already the case.

Heartless one, Narcissus, friend, loved one, he weeps for you to understand. After all of this, why haven’t you understood? The only thing you have not done is understanding.

You have seen everything, but you do not understand. Therefore, the man of understanding leaps for joy that you have already understood. He looks at the world and sees that every one and every thing has always understood. He sees that there is only understanding. Thus, the man of understanding is constantly happy with you. He is overwhelmed with happiness. He says to you: See how there is only this world of perfect enjoyment, where every one is happy, and every thing is blissful. His heart is always tearful with the endless happiness of the world.

He has grasped it, but no one is interested. He is of interest to no one. He is fascinating. He is unnoticed. Since no one understands, how could they notice him? Because there is only understanding, he is beloved, and no one comes to see him. Because there is only truth, he is likely to become famous. Since there is only joy, he will not be remembered. Because you have already understood, you find it necessary to touch his hand. Since you love so much and are not understood, you find it possible to touch his ears. He smiles at you. You notice it. Everything has already died. This is the other world.”

Adi Da The Knee Of Listening 1971 part 1

Saturday, October 4th, 2008

Beezone has an online copy of the 1971 edition of The Knee Of Listening the first book written by Adi Da and his best known work. I stumbled across a copy of this book in the Hobart Library in the early 1970’s and it blew my mind, I read it all in one day. I was a somewhat desperate seeker at the time around 17 years old, my head full of the traditional seeking and finding, methodology, still current in spirituality to this day. On first read, I loved the adventure, Adi Das (then Franklin Jones) marvelous meetings with powerful beings, great forces and his wonderful shakti filled life and experiences. The imagery of great siddha’s and yogis’s such as the tough and earthy Rudi (Rudrananda), the powerful and enigmatic Baba Muktananda and the benign and incomprehensible Baba Nityananda was riveting, yet the ending of this book put me into revolt and deep disturbance (as I am sure it has many others) –The spiritual search and all its imagery and methodology are futile for the goal they seek — certainly not a popular message compared with the opposite tangent, beautifully described in Yogananda’s ” Autobiography of a Yogi ” So after first reading it several times–just to make sure I got this extremely (at the time) unpalatable message correct– I resolved to never go near it again!

Of course in spiritual life nothing is quite that simple, I had a very powerful dream about Adi Da around that time and continued to be haunted by the message of the Knee of Listening. I had a periphery involvement with Ananda Marga who had quite a strong presence in Hobart in the 70’s, I spoke to one of their Acharya’s about the shakti and its effects, to be fair I don’t think the man had any understanding of this phenomenon and dismissed it as “mind”, he told me to forget this nonsense, meditate twice a day for the rest of my life and “Moksha” ( liberation in the yogic system) is guaranteed !