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Where’s a laughing monk when you need one?

Saturday, April 17th, 2010

 

The laughing monks (Hanshan and Shih-te) are often portrayed as an icon of liberation within ritual form, which in their own historical role was within the loose formality or more likely boundary of Taoism and Zen Buddhism

Adidam is supposed to be an institution and practice that would welcome these iconic figures as they are metaphorically portrayed (their historical lives are another matter)

In fact a practitioner of Adidam should display something of their quality of prior freedom and liberation from mere ritual and ceremony. This is one of the many potential gifts of Bhagavan Adi Da to his devotees and to those who formally take up the Way of Adidam, at any time, now or in the future.

Though they may be used in this manner, the laughing monks do not merely represent adolescent or rebellious figures just poking fun at formality. Perhaps they were just plain mad, but the metaphor or intuition they seem to represent at least, is actually true sanity rather than a disturbed mind.

Adi Da often spoke and wrote about the crazy wise Master and also crazy wise disciple/devotees, as displayed in most religious traditions.

These laughing monks symbolically point to our inherent Freedom and what Adi Da often described as true “Humor”,  that which cannot be “lost or found” by any means whatsoever.

I want to see the laughing monks within the freely chosen disciplines of Adidam practice, again not as mere adolescent display of rebellious zeal, but more subtly and truthfully Free, even expressed as absolutely quiet equanimity, but necessarily always indicative and communicative of our prior and unbreakable Freedom in Reality. Exactly how this would appear within Adidam is unknown, obviously it would not be in a similar form to these tricksters.

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This begs the question what would an enlightened devotee look like, how would he or she behave ? Again my own adolescent tendency,   would mentally  paint them in the light of  these monks, sort of free spirits, always laughing, joking and speaking in paradoxical  riddles. Most likely they will be very quiet intense characters, no time for chit chat (no social face), almost bland and even boring ascetic types, nothing what so ever to distinguish them from their fellows, more like 6th Stage Realizers. Hard to believe (for me) but much more likely to be the case, of course what is going on in consciousness (for them) would be beyond Profound. Even the concept of this disappoints this same character (the child/adolescent). It’s something of a bitter pill for the ego and you can clearly see why the talking school- neo-advaita- programs are so popular, though based in error.

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Rules of Behavior in the Seventh Stage of Life

The strict maintenance of conservative or regenerative dietary, sexual, and other personal disciplines is necessary for growth in the first six stages of life, once commitment to the self-transcending Way of God-Communion truly begins. This is because the essence of practice in the developing stages is literal and even intentional submission of the body-mind to the Current of Life, rather than to mere experience, or sensual and mental or psychic objects in themselves. However, in the seventh stage of life, such disciplines are no longer necessary-since all processes of the body-mind have ceased to limit or bind the Radiant Heart. Even so, those disciplines have by then become natural, ordinary, and appropriate to the body-mind itself, which is under the Law of Nature. Thus, in the seventh stage of life, the conventional disciplines of the lower functions continue as a general rule-not because they are necessary, but simply because they are natural, ordinary, appropriate, and inevitable. However, the non-necessity of conventions of behavior in the seventh stage also accounts for the sometimes bizarre, unconcerned, unconventional, and even apparently worldly behavior of perfectly Enlightened individuals, particularly in their instructive Play with others.

The rule of practice is indeed the conversion and restraint of the tendencies of the body-mind. But the essence of Enlightenment is self-transcendence, or humorous freedom from the conditions of the body-mind. Therefore, even in the seventh stage of life, some individuals have taken occasional exception to the rule through humorously unconventional behavior. Mere self-indulgence is, of course, not the principle behind such behavior. Divine Humor, or Freedom, is the principle, which at times Communicates Itself through the unconventional or paradoxical behavior of Enlightened beings. In general, however, the individual in the seventh stage appears quite austere, pure, and Life-positive in his daily behavior, although he is under none of the restraints of Nature, and his actions are quite spontaneous and Full of Love.

Adi Da Samraj: The Enlightenment of the Whole Body
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The ultimate “luxury” of spiritual retreat

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

In recent years my inclination moves more toward peace, retreat, movelessness, no-seeking, no-dilemma, no-disturbance. There is an undisturbed state that rests the being beyond stress. That non-perturbation has been described by Adi Da as resting at ocean depth, rather than the ever breaking surface waters- where there is no rest. It is always available to all sentient beings (not just human)

This is a great luxury of course and from the exoteric view a diversion from the creative struggle that would be all life. From this point of view the only action is at the surface, where the waves ever break and where all reality is.

Here, I am not talking about going “on retreat” as a distinct action where we set ourselves apart from conventional living for periods of time, which is of course very useful and necessary.

I mean a daily practice within either a moderated conventional environment or ideally within a community living structure that actively supports such motives.

The first move was to the cities, that was revolutionary, away from the unceasing stress of survival with barely a moments peace from it. The cities in spite of their terrible negative aspects still represent an attempt by man to create a life apart from mere gut level survival, now the evolutionary move would be to the life of spiritual retreat. This is the sane and joyous movement that many, may now make.

The argument for it is the same one that built the cities and then evolved further, having gotten food shelter and much more handled, we are free to “drop out”, not as means to escape responsibility, but after having taken responsibility (and continuing to do so) it  now becomes the great possibility of many (not just a handful of ascetics as in the past) to take rest in the core of being where we can then grow beyond the failure of the 3rd stage of life.

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Handle business and drop out

Sunday, October 11th, 2009

Notes on a meditation experience

Today had an insight into that which stands Free or is never implicated in all the arising conditions of the body-mind with which we normally identify.

That which stands Free, just “rest-abides”, it seems to be where our attention would naturally rest if it was not constantly disturbed by stressful demands in our association with the body-mind. Ordinary life as we know it is a constant demand on our attention, in my life I conceive of it as “survival stress”, or the most basic form of self-contraction.

The place I rested today briefly, was free of any bound implication, any need for my attention to be absorbed in the ordinary round of events-money, food, sex, society, or to respond to any environmental demands. There was just profound rested-ease, it felt like my (our) native condition, free of disturbance, unperturbed, moveless, thought-free (though thinking was possible and clear) searchless, without dilemma and completely free of primal fear

It can also be described as natural, wherein the life lived in my conventional manner is unnatural, rooted in stress, craving and fundamental disturbance. To be absorbed there in motionless ease, seems to be what Adi Da calls “at-root” or “in-depth”. He also says that many non-humans (sentient beings) abide here whenever they are at rest, after having handled business they “contemplate’, he does not describe this contemplation as of a something, just the act of contemplation itself, everyone would allow this condition (beats any vacation, strategic meditation state, or entertainment possible), “Handle business and drop out !” is the Adept’s advice.

By convention a human being tends to do nothing other than “handle business”, here to “drop out” means to fall into the Heart Depth, rest there, abide there, the Sages and Great Ones did not hesitate about it, just dived in. It is not enlightenment as some claim, just native to all beings.

If you want to get technical it may be resting attention naturally at the causal root(1) of the being, not by any method or technique, it’s just where attention natively “sits” when all the hub-bub of life demands really fall away for periods of time. It feels structural or a natural progression or evolved state of our essential being, what I mean by this is it is not ephemeral (or at least less changeable) like so many internal states that come and go, but more like a stage of life of human possibility.

(1)The causal dimension is senior to and pervades both the gross and the subtle dimensions. It is the root of attention, or the essence of the separate and separative ego-”I”. The causal dimension is associated with the right side of the heart, specifically with the sinoatrial node, or “pacemaker” (the psycho-physical source of the heartbeat). Its corresponding state of consciousness is the formless awareness of deep sleep

Life as potential Equanimity

Wednesday, May 13th, 2009

True Equanimity is a rare condition, I have met perhaps 3 or 4 people who may live  this condition on a daily basis. It has certainly become the deepest aspiration of my life, it is one thing that always makes perfect sense to me

On a really good, blessed day, I awake in the morning and notice there is no fundamental problem at the root or base of life. The navel center just naturally hangs open, as it should when there is no knot cramping the living being. There is a deep pleasurable sense of life moving through the body, but more than this there is a deep rooted ease I articulate this Equanimity as “no dilemma” (first coined by Adi Da in  “The Knee Of Listening”)

This is not however a self-attained state, its a blessing given in the company of my Guru, Adi Da Samraj via my daily life of practice. When I notice this marvel, it seems very natural, very embodied, cetainly not an other worldly condition

It certainly feels potentially to be the next step in the evolution (?) of mankind but that may be just a peculiar notion of mine

It certainly beats the crap out of what (from this position) looks like a driven, compulsive and addicted life (conventional living)

To be honest Equanimity just described, is very fragile, the tests of each day almost invariably rob me of it by days end, or often much sooner It has however grown stronger over time, more tangible, but it remains a practice rather than something always available.

Still No Cure Found For The Dreaded Gomboo!

Saturday, March 14th, 2009

I have an old beaten up version of The Dreaded Gomboo, the cover and sides are very knocked about, but the content is still pristine, as it was when I first read it, perhaps now, with even more appreciation and understanding I am re-reading it

The Dreaded Gom-Boo, or The Impossible Three-Day Thumb-and-Finger Problem

September 9, 1982

MASTER DA: Have you all heard about the Dreaded Gom-Boo? Or the impossible Three-Day Thumb-and-Finger Problem? Ah ha! You see? Nobody tells you about these things except me.

A myth has been circulating for many centuries now that mankind is diseased, that all beings are suffering from what I call the Dreaded Gom-Boo, also called sin, maya, ego, suffering, separated individuality, illusion, delusion, confusion, and indifference. We are all supposed to accept this diagnosis, realize how diseased we are, and submit ourselves to the local religious hospital, where a father or mother doctor will confirm our disease and require us to submit for the rest of our lives to various regimes for our own healing and ultimate cure. This is the basic proposition of traditional religion, and it begins with the diagnosis of the dreaded disease.

Tradition has it that we are all, by birth, by virtue of our very existence, even now diseased, sinful, separated from the Great One. What a horror! Yes! What an obscenity has been laid upon us through the traditions of society, which, merely because of the impulse to survive as the body-mind, have for centuries required human beings to invest themselves with the belief in this disease and to suppress their own life-motion, which comes only from the Great One, in order to fulfill the presumed needs of our chaotic society.

I come to tell you, as I stand in the midst of the priests of this horror, that not even one of you is suffering from this disease. It is an imaginary disease, a terrible disease, but altogether imaginary. No one has ever actually had this disease. Not one single being has ever had the Dreaded Gom-Boo, or the impossible Three-Day Thumb-and-Finger Problem. It has never happened! It does not exist!

What is the Truth? We are Happy. We live in God. The Great One is our very Being. We inhere in the Blissful, Forceful Being of the Starry God, the Wonder, the Mystery, the Person of Love. This is our Situation and our Destiny. I am only one among many voices, but this is my Message to you: There is no disease. There is nothing to cure. We are not patients and we are not parented. We are not children. No dreadful destiny lies before us. There is nothing whatsoever to cure.

Tell Me True – Have You Got the Gom-Boo?

August 30, 1982

MASTER DA: If you want to “get religious” in our time, you must first decide that you have the Dreaded Gom-Boo. Then you go to a Doctor Pope, Doctor Church, Doctor Jesus, Doctor Mahatma, Doctor Mahatmaboo, Doctor Gombooananda, Doctor Gomananda-Booharaj. As soon as you get the feeling that you have the disease, you start looking for religious answers. Ask most of the people around here how they got involved with this Way of life, and they will describe some symptom or other of the Dreaded Gom-Boo. The Dreaded Gom-Boo led you all here because you were looking to be cured of the heebie-jeebies, the hopeless Three-Day Thumb-and-Finger Problem, the terrible jiggly meatedness! (Laughter.)

Are you telling me that you think God and Truth are supposed to be interested in curing you of the Dreaded Gom-Boo? Is that it? It is about time you realized that there is no cure for the Dreaded Gom-Boo! The Gom is terrible! The Boo is terminal! And this is why everyone dreads it, the terrible, terminal incurableness. That is what youve got, right? I thought so! I could see the symptoms as soon as you came in here. Have you got the Boo? The Dreaded? The terrible Gom? Have you? Thats what I thought! Tell me true-have you got the Gom-Boo?

From The Dreaded Gomboo or The Imaginary Disease Religion Seeks To Cure

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Survival Stress Versus Cooperative Living

Wednesday, March 4th, 2009

The common state we all share is survival stress, or a very tangible form of what Adi Da calls the self contraction (in its most basic gritty form). It is the ordinary driven compulsive life. Any one who has at any time experienced real poverty will appreciate just how strong everything connected with basic survival is

There is not much room for airy philosophy then. You need to eat, be clothed and have a roof over your head and provide for your family, absolute basic needs. In that situation you may justifiably cry out to a creator God for better fortune. I once saw a man on a religious documentary praying for a new stove, or to get his current one miraculously fixed. Watching it, it seemed absurd to me, but it was because I was not in his desperate condition. I had also forgotten that I have been in that same state and I have done similar things to this man and much more, so there is no self-righteousness about it, when you are in that sort of space, you have very limited means, very little room to move, any solution real or imaginary may seem worth trying.

My friend is unable to leave an intolerable living arrangement because of his survival stress (he needs a roof over his head and cannot pick and choose), so he constantly makes bad choices because the choices that are available are very limited, he is trying to practice Adidam Student Life without any real freedom to do so, the tension he endures makes real equanimity unrealistic (at least)

For these and many more reasons Adi Da Samraj suggests cooperative living as a fundamental solution to the comon survival stress we all endure to different degrees.

Cooperative Living may create a “buffer” for all who share in the project. However it is not just a survival buffer wherein people cooperate together in order to make their conventional lives easier (though that must be an aspect) It should also be a means to support “The life of equanimity”, which is basic student practice in Adidam It should simplify, clarify and promote the conditions for a life of consistent well being and conscious choice, rather than one of unconscious compulsion, driven by survival stress.

Imagine how much stress you could release from your life if you agreed to live simply, to reduce the costs of life, and to cooperate with one another. This cooperation is the true politics to which I call My devotees. When will you abandon your castle and live in common with others? All of a sudden, you will have excess money, excess time, excess energy, more time for Spiritual practice, less money wasted in consoling yourself with the ordinary life. You can use your resources to develop your cooperative life and the circumstances and the facilities you share with others. That is what I actually Call you to do! Live on the basis of truly right principles of living, and live very happily, very productively, and have full time for all the practices of the Way of Adidam. Just give up your diversions and stop trying to blend in with the herd of the common world. Embrace the principles that enable you to handle all your life-business while living in this world of stress.

Adi Da Samraj

Freedom, Equanimity, Discrimination

Thursday, January 1st, 2009

Freedom & Adidam

I am often impressed with the personal and philosophical freedom shown by some formal student practitioners of Adidam (Adidam can mean both the Way or Practice of Adidam and the Institution/ Collective/ Community of Adidam)

I am someone who loves personal freedom, it is so important to me, I have tended to live my life based on that tenet more than anything else, it is the root of joy for me, all my experiments in life have this love at the core

So the question must arise, why would a freedom loving individual take  up an extremely limiting or confining practice and way of life? A life of devotion, discipline, apparently binding on personal motion–great self discipline required.

Yet it is not the monks life, great creativity is completely possible within this self imposed confinement For instance I live in a rather desirable location, nice house, sea views, self employed, relatively free of external stress, good health and free of physically crippling addictions. Many Adidam people are exceptionally creative, in arts, music, culture, business, this is common rather than unusual.

To answer this question : This is its paradox of formality ( keeping to a set of prescribed disciplines)…it increases freedom both at the level of action and philosophically or in the sense of “feeling free” or as a complex term within Adidam it is sometimes called “free energy and attention”. The exact opposite of how freedom is generally viewed — being able to do what you want, when you want, where you want, in other words the disciplined life actually increases true demonstrable and tacit freedom.

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The Attitude of Retreat : Dropping Below Survival Stress Patterns into Perfect Ease

Setting aside sacred time, meditation time, spirit time, practice time, as opposed to conventional stress and survival time is part of Adidam practice. Most people have no real time other than the conventional round of life, as it is given. The level of survival stress and all its associations never really “drops”; at best some relief is found in sleep, recreation, creative and holiday time, this is “normal” relief and release.

The asana (attitude or stance) of retreat is deeper than this, in Adidam, the set-apart sacred time of spiritual practice, is outside of all the concerns of money, food, sex, survival & society So it immediately allows a depth of falling below, or beyond bodily based, daily stress patterns.

This equanimity is where practice time begins. If this state of natural ease or equilibrium is noticed an immediate joy and deep refreshment of being is felt. There is nothing otherworldly about it, it is native everyone.

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How Radical Understanding became Radical Devotion

My first contact with Adi Da Samraj came through an early edition of “The Knee Of Listening” (KOL), after reading this book many, many times over many years, its distilled wisdom essence was essentially located for me in the sections titled ” The meditation of understanding ” and even more so in ” The wisdom of understanding ” ( neither of these are in the most recent 2004 edition )

I distilled this wisdom to a few quotes committed to memory and also to even one liners repeated internally, the first one most essentially – (1) “I am always already Free ” The pristine logic here being if I ( or we ) are always already free, even now, then why do any practice at all ? Clearly according to this liberating foundation argument, this knowledge is simply enough! Absolutely nothing else is required now or ever, devastating in its liberating simplicity.

Now taking this essential point from KOL, how then is Adidam (meaning both the Way and Practices, and the Institution ) relevant or necessary in the light of this prior Liberation ?

First, what I found and I assume many others who come from this particular philosophical school of thought, or one of the modern equivalents, find or will find, is that “no practice” , though liberating in its philosophical vision, does not work in reality.

I have no interest in criticizing those who promote or champion such “pathless paths” or what Adi Da calls “talking school”, I remain utterly philosophically sympathetic with the logic that motivates all who find liberated mind in these considerations My difference comes from the observation in concrete experience over time in my own life, that even the most liberating philosophical attitude, does not actually free the essential being.

I should make the point here that Adi Da Samraj states emphatically – -dozens if not hundreds of times in all the literature, talks & media of Adidam — the this Way has no techniques, no methods, is searchless –without seeking– not based in any dilemma, problem, or solution to problem and is in complete harmony with the fundamental KOL doctrine. It could also be described as a ” pathless path ” from the most radical viewpoint, in fact he has recently written essays titled ” The End of the Path is the Way from the Beginning ” and ” The Seventh Stage Reality Way of No Stages at All ” It is paradoxically an intensively practicing Way.

The second and equally important point gleaned from KOL was (2) “observe the patterns of your life ” In other words develop the freedom to inspect yourself most essentially, what motivates you at the very core. Apply the discriminative faculty to yourself and your motives, your choices, your actions . You could sum this up as ” its all about you ” your consciousness, not anyone or anything else at all – self understanding, self knowledge. As far as my investigations into other religious, spiritual and therapeutic methods have gone I have never heard or seen this radical self inspection expressed or even understood in this exact manner.

How then does this intense discrimination then make the jump to radical devotion, the two seem extremely incompatible, in the traditions Bhakta and Gnani keep a critical and sometimes contemptuous distance

The first point is, devotion in Adidam is not the raw bhakti of the traditions, it is not mere devotionalism or emotionalism ( not implying that bhakti in the traditions is always only this either ) It is not rote ritualism, it is never fake, forced or contrived, though in the midst of human scale reality it will tend to be this way . If it is expressed this way, it is not Adidam as detailed precisely by Heart Master Adi Da.

So how does radical self understanding , the faculty of intense discrimination join forces with radical devotion and why ? Going back to KOL 1992 edition p 287 – The then seeker Franklin Jones made a remarkable poetically clothed observation when in the company of his Guru, Baba Muktananada

” Guru-bhakti is superior to all mere methods. Put aside all dharma, all means, and think only of Him. That itself is realization and the way itself…if I seek to recognize myself in the heart and enquire as to my own nature I find myself drawn apart from all things separated even from that recognition by my own exclusive search. But even in that same ignorance, if I think of Shee Guru, or look upon him in the company of devotees, I am drawn into the heart of all reality, and by the easy deepest heart I lose the body of all distinctions While I loved him thus, I gained my true heart and never tried and sought “

What this means to me is that the mere devotional sighting and heart felt response to ones Guru achieves exactly the same result as the most intense radical inquiry. It is not averse to discrimination and is in fact essential to it. This practice is exactly the only one that Adi Da suggests his student devotees apply, after it was “drawn out of him” by the many years of teaching demonstration.

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