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more on non-egocentricity

Friday, August 13th, 2010

In one of Adi Da’s great  talks –’The Quest for The Historical Self“–he humorously talks about the conventional absurdity and irony of publicly questioning, the  actual existence of a verifiable and actual separate self.

The “self” is rarely considered objectively, it’s  what is  considered to be “subjective’ and therefore beyond reproach in some sense, yet it is quite possible to inspect the “self” objectively.

When I look at my “self” objectively there is a  felt and immediate sense of release. It is possible to live without the obsessive self-centricity that is considered normal. The reason we may become interested in such a possibility is because the “ego” or “self” is quite tyrannical, not a good guy at all, really. Is he or she (the “self”) really worth all that attention and bondage? You can actually ask these questions. Just how great is this particular–<special>– “self ”, really?

It soon becomes clear in my case, that this particular “ego-I” (using inverted commas makes objectivity clearer) that’s the one I refer to as “me” is no-great- shakes. Certainly not worth the life of slavish adulation and bondage so far given to it.

So if “I” is a  tyrant, then what do we live for, what do you put in place of the almighty “Ego-I” ? The obvious answer is that which– Is– Truly Great. Indivisible Unity Itself. The Great Oneness. Divine Reality Itself. That is clearly worth giving all attention, love, energy, passion, adulation to. All that we foolishly now submit to “you-know-who”.

It should be noted that this has nothing to do with ordinary functioning and qualities such as self esteem, self worth, if anything these qualities should become more stable, less prone to how you feel about “self” on any particular day. You could expect greater mental health and clarity, the opposite of the conventional view perhaps.

Zero Point Education

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010

My experiments in testing Adi Da’s Word in the reality of everyday life has led me on many adventures and will continue to do so.

As my taste for Adi Da Samraj’s mature Word–examples:The Aletheon & Not Two Is Peace comes to fruition (at times not without great internal resistance), something of a breakthrough is emerging in my understanding of all this.

Adi Da once said we become priests in our own dissolution (paraphrasing); we become interested participants in dissolving the “ego” or “self” at root (or where it first arises). Remarkably this is not a call to the extreme of Divine Enlightenment or the full 7th Stage of Life Realization through The Reality Way of Adidam, but a non-sectarian call to ordinary men and women to educate themselves in the pragmatic possibility of living from a new perspective, that is “egolessly”.This Adi Da calls “Zero Point Education” or considering the root of egoity via His Teaching Word and by this means allowing it to reveal the Truth inherent to all.

The concept of “egoless” living, seems to imply many things. My own experimental approach, in which I test everything in my own body mind (which is what Adi Da suggests all devotees do) finds it is a “stripping down” of self-importance and self-centeredness, it has a peculiar effect in that the mind also becomes still or less chronic, I would say ‘no-self’ equals ‘no-mind’.Thinking still goes on but it may be more directed rather than random compulsive & chronic.

Adi Da’s Art compliments DaPlastique
Some concepts that arise; the unmirrored life: It is as if I carry a mirror with me at all times, in that mirror I is always seen, that mirror creates a chronic sense of self, this reflected self is mind and all the imagery of self. It is complete nonsense, fiction and fundamental suffering, a sort of madness.The life without egoity is thus unmirrored without reflection, or as little as necessary to function fully in life.

Adi Da explains all this in precise detail over and over, that is why we study the texts as a “meditative” means, available to anyone with the capacity or willing to develop the capacity.

I find by tendency no interest whatsoever in concepts such as “no self” or becoming “egoless”, it sounds way too rarefied and beyond my capacity;  yet I now find my interest is growing there, because Zero Point Education is very potent, very interesting, very effective, can be proven, it “works”

Further Reading : Not Two Is Peace

The Perceptual & Conceptual Mind

Monday, April 5th, 2010

This text is quoted from an earlier copy of The Dawn Horse Testament (chapter 19) it describes the difference between the two observable functions of mind and  may shed light on other traditions such as Buddhist mindfulness practice, as well as Adidam’s “conscious exercise”  discipline

The Right “Consideration” Of My Teaching Arguments Sensitizes You To The Two Principal Functions Of mind. The First Function Of mind Is The perceptual Function Of mind. The Second Function Of mind Is The conceptual Function Of mind.

The First Function Of mind Is The Natural and Naturally Intelligent perceptual Awareness Of arising conditions, Without Any Necessarily Accompanying Effort To Separate From them. The Second Function Of mind Is The conceptual Awareness Of arising conditions, and It Is Necessarily Associated with An Effort To Separate From arising conditions and To Exceed arising conditions, Because It Is Always Associated With An Effort To know About arising conditions.

The perceiving mind knows whatever it perceives. What it perceives, Exactly as it is perceived, is what it knows. Perception, Prior To verbal, Abstract, and Interpretive thought, is Participatory conditional knowledge.

The conceptual mind knows whatever it thinks. Whatever it thinks, Whether Or Not the thought is Informed or Confirmed By perception, is what it knows. Conception, Loosely or Not At All Associated With perception, is Abstract conditional knowledge.

The Right Employment Of The conceptual Function Of mind Can Serve A Very Useful Purpose In The Original and General Inspiration and Guidance Of The Ordeal, Discipline, and Practice Of The Way Of The Heart. Just So, the activities Of The conceptual Function Of mind Generally Serve A Useful Purpose In the common world, Which Is The Communication and Development Of conventional knowledge and practical invention. Even So, all conceptual knowledge Is An Abstraction, The Purpose Of Which Is To Give conditional beings Power Over themselves, their objects, their environments, and other conditionally Manifested beings. Therefore, If This Function Of mind Is Not Kept In Right Perspective, The Motives Of Power and Control Tend To Dominate mind itself .

Secondary mind, or conceptual thought, Must Be Disciplined, If it Is To Be Effective In its Proper Sphere. Likewise, it Must Be Understood, Kept In Right Perspective, and, At Will, Freely Set Aside When The Analytical and Interpretive Function Is Not Presently Necessary or Useful.

You Must Realize The Natural Ability To Set Aside The Secondary or conceptual Function Of mind, or Else You Will Be Dominated By A Compulsive and Obsessive Effort To think conceptually, To Seek knowledge About, To Interpret, and To Separate From the perceived conditional worlds.

You Must Enjoy The Natural, Inherent, moment to moment Ability To Merely perceive, To feel, To be with, and To Wholly Participate In the phenomenal conditions Of Your psycho-physical Existence, or Else You Will Not Truly Understand what arises conditionally, Nor Will You Transcend the limitations Of conditional Existence.

Through The Ordeal Of The Way Of The Heart, and By Means Of self-Observation, Developing self-Understanding, and The Progressively Awakening Natural Feeling-Practice Of Mere and always present perception, You Must Realize The Inherent Ability To Intentionally Relax The Chronic, Compulsive, and Obsessive Tendency Of attention To Become Associated With the past and the future and Even the present. If moment to moment Mere and Also perceptible Existence Is Intolerable To You, So That You Are Unable To perceive each present perceptible moment as it is and To feel and Participate In it Without Recoil, You Will Exist Only In the Secondary or Reflected world of time and mind.

Ultimately, You Must Realize Inherently Perfect Transcendence Of mind itself , or Else You Will Only Be Defined By and Bound To conditional or phenomenal states. And the Total mind Is Transcended Only In The Direct Intuition Of The Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual, and Divine Condition In Which mind, body, and all conditions, relations, and states of mind and body Are arising, continuing, changing, and passing away.

Chronic, Compulsive, and Obsessive verbal thinking or Abstract conceptualizing Is A Disease. It Is, Ultimately, A Fruitless or Futile Effort, and it Is A Symptom Of self-Contraction, egoic “self-Possession”, and The Absence Of Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual, and Divine Realization. Effective and “Creative” conceptual thinking Is A Generally Useful and Characteristic Sign Of the human being, but When The Efforts Of the conceptually thinking mind Become Compulsive, Obsessive, and Dominant, So That verbal and Abstract Analytical thought Cannot Be Relinquished At Will, and things and beings Cannot Be perceived as they are and, Ultimately, Divinely Recognized As they Are , Then the thinking being Is Diseased, Bereft Of Wisdom, and Separated From Reality.

Chronic conceptual thinking Is A Compulsive and Obsessive Withdrawal or Contraction From perception, From Direct experience of Natural or Cosmic forms, and From sensory or bodily Existence Itself. Chronic conceptualizing Effectively Creates An Alternative conditional Reality and One That Is Not Really physical, Not Even psycho-physical, or Even Truly psychic, but Most Basically conceptual, or Made Of mental Abstractions. And Fixed Identification With The Process Of conceptual thinking and the conditional self as conceptual thinker Is Identification with a False or Un-Real self, A Mere Contraction From The Real or Transcendental, Inherently Spiritual, and Divine Self.

Even So, The Effort To Avoid or To Escape conceptual thinking, conceptual thought, or the conceptual thinker Is A Futile Strategy. It Is Futile Because It Is Itself An Expression Of The Very Same Effort That Is The Stressful Origin Of Chronic conceptual thought-mind and the conceptual thought-self. Therefore, The Effort To Stop conceptual thinking Only Intensifies the self-Contraction, Reinforces The Cycle Of conceptual thinking, conceptual thought, and the Presumed conceptual thinker, and Generates Despair Relative To The Ability To Stand Free Of The limiting Capability Of the conceptual mind.

The Cycle Of conceptual thinking, conceptual thought, and the Presumed conceptual thinker Is Truly Transcended Only Through The Real Ordeal Of self-Observation and Effective self-Transcendence, Which Must Become The Inherent Realization Of The Native Condition In and As Which the body-mind-self and all of its conditional relations Are arising, continuing, changing, and passing away. And, In The Way Of The Heart, This Ordeal Develops Progressively, and Either Via The Primary Devotional Exercise Of **Insight Or Via The Primary Devotional Exercise Of Faith**.

You Can Transcend the conceptual mind, or All Analytical Interpreting and knowing, By Observing, Understanding, and Transcending The Act Of self-Contraction, To The Degree That You Relax Into Simple experiencing.

You Can Transcend the perceptual mind By Utterly Not knowing.

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** note : These are no longer practiced as described here in Adidam

The unimportance of “self”

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

Even to state that the self is unimportant is heresy to modern man and a dreadful insult to many, it’s a slap in the face and nothing will empty a room faster than even hinting in that direction.

Adi Da has a term for this modern overwhelming self-aggrandising world orientation  he calls it bluntly, ego-culture. Plus He always puts the word self, in inverted commas as “self”, reflecting its fictional nature.This is not a popular message. The real reason it is not a popular message is that fundamentally we all cling to self for “dear life”. Self is all we have, after all. To criticise our most precious part is down right depressing for most people. We already have to jump through many hoops to get our meagre selves noticed, the last thing we want is any threat to the little we have, it’s a terrible offense.

There is very much a feeling that the self should be praised, lauded and treated gently as a “poor thing” badly treated by the universe and thus in need of comfort, consolation and only “good reports” about itself, a patient in a clinic in some respects.

What is not noticed or taught by convention is the inherent suffering and delusion which is fully integral to the action that creates “self’. That is the reason we would value such a message as Adi Da’s.

The truth is the the self is not great, in most cases it is extremely small and hardly touches anyone or anything. There are greater lives which do touch a lot of people and make immense changes that effect others and there are always smaller lives than our own, which we can call to mind when the self image might be fraying at the edges.

In The Aletheon, there is a chapter - I Am The Not “Other”- which really struck a chord for me, in it Adi Da as the World Friend of all humanity describes His function  as compassionate Critic of the egoity of humanity and why that function should be cherished, protected, championed and absolutely appreciated.

“My intolerance for the egoic “status quo” must never be hidden or forgotten “  Adi Da - from : I Am The Not “Other”